No Love Lost -- Why Caroline Doesn't Want This (Transfer) [headcanon]

So if you read on deaf ears, then you know that I've been having a lot of thoughts about Caroline and her being shoved into a computer. This is something I wrote to sort out all the issues I think she had with the transfer process.

Any input or comments would be very much appreciated! This is the first time I've written/put a huge amount of thought into Caroline, so I'd love to see some other viewpoints.

Possible trigger warning for suicide-ish dealings.

( This actually does get really, really long. )